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Never, Never, Never...

Sang by Shirley Bassey, realeased in 1973. An old song.. I'd like to run away from you, but if you never found me I would die I'd like to break the chains you put around me, but I know I never will You stay away and all I do is wonder why the hell I wait for you But when did common sense prevail for lovers when we know it never will Impossible to live with you, but I know, I could never live without you For whatever you do I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you You never treat me like you should, so what's the good of loving as I do? Although you always laugh at love, nothing else would be good enough for you Impossible to live with you, but I know, I could never live without you For whatever you do I never, never, never want to be in love with anyone but you You make me laugh, you make me cry, you make me live, you make me die, for you You make me sing, you make me sad, you make me glad, you make me mad, for you I love you, hate you, love you, hate yo...

Percaya Pada Cinta

(ada ke orang yang tak percaya pada cinta... satu perasaan yang hadir dengan sendiri... tanpa paksaan... walaupun masih pada asasnya semua itu bermula dari mata, untuk kita lihat rupa paras, fizikal dan kemudian turun ke hati {atau ke otak} untuk kita berfikir baik, buruk, logik sesuatu perkara itu {ada ke masa untuk fikir tu semua}) Semenjak pertemuan itu Kurasa hadir sesuatu Bagai pelik rasa di hati Berdegup hatiku ini Mungkinkah ini rasa kawan Atau sebaliknya Tapi aku kian merasa Ada cinta di dalam hati chorus Kubiarkan cinta ini hadir Datanglah segera kepadaku Kerna kau ada sesuatu Membuatku cinta kepadamu Kutahu dikau pun merasakan Katakanlah kata kepada ku Jangan biarkan cinta pergi Percayalah Ini sudah suratan Maha Esa bridge Hadir mu di sisiku ini Merubah segala galanya Gembira bila bersama Mimpi bila kau tiada Mungkinkah ini rasa kawan Atau sebaliknya Tapi aku kian merasa Ada cinta di dalam hati Ulang korus 2x Kutahu dikau pun merasakan Katakanlah kata kepada ku Jangan biarkan...

Kenangan 2005

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Terlalu banyak kenangan, pahit dan manis, ada yang terpatri di hati, yang manis, yang indah, mengusik jiwa, kelakar, pengajaran dan ada juga yang menjadi parut dan bila-bila boleh berdarah kembali. Aku masih mampu tersenyum, ketawa, bergurau senda walaupun hatiku masih menangis, walaupun luka di hati sentiasa dirobek.. Setelah sekian lama, aku masih tidak mampu menunaikan impian dan harapan orang yang paling kusayang. Maafkan aku kerana sering menyusahkan mu, dari dulu sehingga sekarang... Walau pun sering kau suara kan kebimbanganmu dan keresahanmu, namun apa kan daya ku, ku tak mampu mengubahnya. Setiap malam kau menemaniku, terasa sungguh menyusahkan, berulang-alik dari rumahmu ke rumahku, tapi itu kehendakmu. Setiap hari kau mendengar sindiran disekelilingmu, apa kan daya juga, itu mulut mereka.. Tapi percayalah ada Hikmah pada setiap perkara yang berlaku... During Michael Bolton Live in Genting Hari Raya During Akmal's birthday (my nephew) In Borobudur Kota Kinabalu with colle...

Home Sweet Home!

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At last... pindah jugak aku setelah 4 bulan dapat kunci, survey barang keperluan, itu, ini, mengemas, mengecat and etc... I was staying with my parents before, so everything that I bought will be theirs. Takkan nak ambik pulak kan! Before entering the house, I made a survey on all the things "needed" and "must" buy (yang sangat penting) and put into a long list of budgetary for new home. I like to share some of the list with you but I suggest you guys put the price on your own within your comfortable budget, unless you’re financially sound. 1. Grill - Doors, windows, etc 2. Kitchen Cabinet 3. Paints – check the colors 4. Lights – check numbers of point } 5. Water Heater – with or without pump } check your house power phase 6. Air-condition - ? Hp } 7. Curtain rail Next 1. Curtain 2. Sofa 3. Coffee table 4. TV Cabinet 5. Dining Table 6. Bedroom Set Electrical Appliances 1. Refrigerator 2. TV & DVD 3. Etc. Others 1. Accessories for decorations I still have lot mor...

shopping!!

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Well been pretty busy in preparation for my new home! Plenty of shopping and it both excited and depressed me. Shopping! Shopping! Didn’t know shopping was tiring (for the wallet as well) but yet can’t wait to go out again and shop. Living Room

New Year in Surabaya

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I just came back from Surabaya last night. I was celebrating New Year at East Java, searching the roots of my family, the origin of my great grandfather. No… just kidding, only New Year celebration. Surabaya is Indonesia’s second-largest city and the capital of the province of East Java. It is located on the northern shore of eastern Java at the mouth of the Mas River (Kali Mas). The city is one of the busiest ports in the country. Its principal exports include sugar, tobacco and coffee. It has a large shipyard and numerous specialized naval schools. Surabaya derives its name from the words “Sura” (shark) and “Baya” (crocodile), which have been told in local myth, they fighting each other in order to gain the title “the strongest and most powerful animal in the area”. Now the two animals have been used as the city’s logo, along with the city’s monument. Monumen Soeryo Merupakan Monumen Patung Gubenur Suryo, yaitu Gubenur Jawa Timur pertama yang gugur akibat pemberontakan PKI di Madiun ...

Happy New Year 2006!!

This is so true ;-) someone email it to me!! I think he's admiring me... THIS HAS BEEN WRITTEN BY A MAN This is for all you girls 30 years and over... and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's. AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30! This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes. Andy Rooney says: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it! She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing. ...
hari ini dalam sejarah, aku bersiap untuk ke office hanya mengambil masa 15 minutes. sepatutnya pagi ini aku kena pergi tempat customer ada meeting dan kalau pergi dari rumah, lebih lah dekat, so boleh lah pergi lewat sikit... dah plan dari malam tadi nak bangun lewat and terus pergi dari rumah. tanpa disangka-sangka, boss telefon jam 7:30am and kata nak pergi bersama-sama dari office, pukul 9:00am, coz dia nak discuss dulu sebelum jumpa customer... macam lipas kudung aku bersiap, bersolek dan drive terus ke office macam ribut daaa. aku hanya dapat berdoa je agar tak jam dalam perjalanan. Alhamdulillah sampai gak kat office 8:30am...

Ku Petik Bintang-Bintang

Ku petik bintang-bintang Biarpun banyak halangan Rela tempuhi segalanya Onak yang ku pijak bagai tak rasa (dah lama tak dengar lagu ni... tapi bila tengok drama "Biar Ku Sentuh Cintamu" dan ada lagu ni jadi tersentuh pulak hati...Terlalu banyak halangan yang dah ku lalui sehingga dah jadi lali.. Inilah cinta.. sanggup berkorban apa saja.. tapi adakah pengorbanan ku ini dihargai?) Ku sedar sejak mula Tiada jalan yang mudah Tapi ku yakini di dalam hati Akhir terkota jua sumpah dan janji Walau sukarnya bagi mu sayang Perjalanan menyakitkan Tapi hadapilah dengan kesabaran Kan tiba kebahagiaan Tiada batasannya Usia ataupun rupa kita bersama memulakannya Sehingga ke akhir kita terus berdua

bye 2005... welcome 2006...

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Last week we had a Christmas & Office Party to celebrate the year end which we’ve been practicing this for ages. It was fun, full of games & gift, lucky draw and of coz refreshments. As an organizing chairman, I felt tremendously excited when almost everybody sportingly involve in all the games organized by my team. Thanks to all of you who have been supporting me in organizing the activities successfully. During the games, we had four teams (consists of six participants) participated. Those are Goldie the Dog, Charlie Angle’s, Chicken Little and Don’t Play Play. The winner goes to team Goldie the Dog. Charlie Angle’s got second and third to Chicken Little. Unfortunately team Don’t Play Play (the favorite) didn’t make it but they got consolation prize. Last but not least, everybody got something to bring back home…

Lessons on Life

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a very insightful and inspiring story... There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told t...

Lucky no. 5

Kena tagged lagi.. Thanks Amir!! At least I got something to update my blog.. I got to follow this instruction, and to find the lucky number 23rd & 5th.. (In-deed, it's my lucky number 5) These are the instructions.. 1. Delve into your blog archive. 2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to). 3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to). 4. Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions. Ponder it for meaning, subtext or hidden agendas. 5. Tag five people to do the same. My 23rd post was in September 16, 2004 and the 5th sentence is: ----------------------------------------------------------------- LOVE CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY BUT OFTEN IT HURTS. ----------------------------------------------------------------- Wow, what can I say about this? I believes that everyone experienced this too. But love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.. So "for better or worse, in sickness or in health", when you choose a life partner, y...

'How Am I Supposed To Live Without You'

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Michael Bolton Live In Genting Date: 03 December 2005 (Saturday) Time: 8.00pm Venue: Arena of Stars You have heard his soulful voice in the hits 'How Am I Supposed To Live Without You', 'Love Is A Wonderful Thing', 'How Can We Be Lovers', 'Said I Loved You…But I Lied' and more. Singer, songwriter and social activist - he has sold over 52 million albums and singles worldwide. He has won two Grammy Awards for Best Male Vocalist, and six American Music Awards, among a string of accolades. He is none other than Michael Bolton, who will be at Arena of Stars this December to vow fans with his legendary hits. A prolific songwriter, Michael has penned songs for numerous artistes and they include Kenny Rogers, Cher and Barbra Streisand. Michael has co-written songs with a host of talented songwriters who include Bob Dylan and Diane Warren, and performed with high profile artistes such as Luciano Pavarotti, Placido Domingo, Renee Fleming, Patti Labelle, Ray Charle...
tension nya bulan ni.. banyak sangat benda yang masih outstanding! Mana nak beli perabut, lampu, nak mengecat, nak pindah & etc.. Selalu rasa nak marah je!! Ishhhh... I need to relax and do things one by one. Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku, berilah hamba Mu ini kesabaran, kekuatan dan keyakinan...

Tag..

Takpe lah... dah orang suruh buat... penat jugak memikirkannya... [Q.01] Seven Things I Plan To Do Before I Die: 1. To make myself financially sound (then I can do 2 - 6) 2. Move into my own bungalow (or at least a semi-D) 3. Have my own kids (or at least someone to call me mummy) 4. To perform the Hajj 5. Travel around the world (with my life partner) 6. Visiting (all) the wonders of the world 7. Drive my own dream car - SLK [Q.02] Seven Celebrity Crushes: 1. Richard Gere (Sexy) 2. Pierce Brosnan (Gorgeous) 3. Josh Hartnett (Sexy eyes) 4. Hugh Grant (Good looking and I love English accent) 5. Keanu Reaves (Gorgeous) 6. Dean Cain (my superman) 7. Harrison Ford [Q.03] Seven Often Repeated Words: 1. e’eh na.. 2. ye lah tu 3. ha’a 4. ok la tuu 5. siot… 6. boring ahh 7. macam ……… (macam-macam lah) [Q.04] Why I Chose My Husband Seven Traits I Look For In The Opposite Sex 1. Sexy & Romantic 2. Loving, Lovable and Love kids 3. Good looking, Clean & Healthy 4. Financially Sound – mean...

Greetings....

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Dear Friends... Happy Deepavali & Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri

Dalam kenangan....

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Innalillahi Wainna Ilaihi Rojiuun Asmadi Hamzah, passed away this morning, 25 Oktober 2005... I think it would be nice for all of us to keep him in our prayers... Al-Fatihah My thoughts and prayers to him and his family. I was extremely sad to hear the news. He is such a nice young man (like a brother) but with a tumor on his lung. Not smoking, healthy lifestyle... But Allah loves him more than all of us.

me... my work.. tai tai...

I think I need a flexible annual leave from the company... I can ask for a leave at any time I want and no matter how long I wanted... Is there any company can provide that? I know, you might say " company bapak kau "... Or tukar sikit lah... " Company bf kau "... This one sounds more realistic. Do you remember a song by Green Day, "Wake Me Up When September Ends" and hey slyn, wake up, you've finished all your annual leave. Another three more months and you only depend on your weekends and public holidays. I'm pity myself! I'm planning loads of short and long vacations for this year... And I can’t stand it without taking a break. Lucky me coz Hari Raya falls just before weekend, Deepavali on Tuesday and Company declare holiday on Wednesday and I don’t need to take any my (so call) annual leave which I don’t have anymore. I’m planning to talk to my boss and ask his permission to allow me to go for my vacations and I’m willing to go for unpaid ...

Respect Earns Respect

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He who criticizes is seldom forgiven He who encourages is seldom forgotten ~ unknown

"bila nak ........ ?"

Setiap kali berkunjung ke rumah saudara mara terutama di majlis perkahwinan atau kunjungan hari raya (hemm tak lama lagi) atau ketika berjumpa teman-teman yang sudah lama tidak bertemu, satu soalan atau pertanyaan yang paling mengusik jiwa raga saya iaitu “Bila nak kahwin?”. Saya baru berumur 32 tahun dan 7 bulan lagi ianya akan berubah ke angka 33. Masa berlalu terlalu pantas. Adakah sebab pertambahan nombor itu merunsingkan orang disekeliling saya dan sering mengejar saya dengan pertanyaan “Bila nak kahwin?”. Apakah usia yang paling wajar atau sesuai untuk berumahtangga? Tetapi pada saya, masalahnya sekarang bukannya usia yang sesuai untuk berumahtangga, tetapi mengenai perkahwinan atau pernikahan itu sendiri. Jodoh dan pertemuan, ajal dan maut adalah ditentukan oleh Allah Maha Esa. Pada saya menikah atau kahwin itu tidak wajib. Maksud saya, bukan seperti Sembahyang dan Puasa, yang mana wajib untuk kita laksanakan. Perkahwinan itu adalah sesuatu yang sangat suci, satu ikatan yang men...