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It’s like a dream. To love and to be loved and I feel alive. Be yourself with the person you share one heart, one soul. Love is the most difficult things for us to understand sometime. We have come far and have yet further to go but we will travel those roads together. When I look into your eyes, I can see your love and your soul looking back at me. For your eyes make me smile. Through your eyes I see the love you have for me.

Things don’t always go the way we wish them to go. Sometimes you may find yourself losing control of everything in your life. Sometimes you may find yourself helpless not knowing what to do and sometimes you find yourself feeling pain because of the bad way life is treating you with. We all are subject to these ups and downs of life and no one is completely safe. But, there are some people who refuse to let life treat them badly, and If it did, they force their way back to the place where they were happy and in control. Those are the ones who fight when others fall, those are the one who refuse to give up when everyone has lost hope and those are the one’s who say no. from: 2knowmyself.com

Happy Mother’s day to all mothers in the world. Mak, I will always love you. You are more than anything in the world to me. I always make you worry, but it never my intention. I'm sorry if I unable to fulfil your wish, but I will try my best to make you happy. Even though I’m not a mother, I will always a mommy to my four nephews Aiman, Akmal, Arfan & Ammar and also my Lil’ Owen. All of you never fail to amaze me!

I had this serious stomach pain almost everyday since last week, but I thought it's because of some food I took. I had to cancel my meeting with my friend last weekend, I can't really sit in the office, I had cold sweat and sometime felt like vomiting after meal. I've been delaying my appointment with Dr., due to my busy-ness and scared to know what is really happening. Today, I had the courage to go to the clinic, accompanying me, my two nephews ... and Dr. said.. that's gastric! Your blood pressure is 120/70 and you have to continue taking the medcine for about two weeks, than you should be fine... !

Ada sesetengah orang tu suka sibuk fikirkan hal orang lain. Tapi diri sendiri di abaikan. Sibuk nak selesaikan masalah orang lain, tapi masalah sendiri tak selesai-selesai atau sengaja taknak selesaikan. Mungkin tak penting agaknya. Kita pula asyik menangis bila orang buat hati kita terluka, tapi bila fikir balik, pernah ke orang tu fikir pasal perasaan kita. Mungkin dia tak peduli pun. Lantak lah kau. Bila kau penat menangis, diamlah. Kesian kita. Ada orang pula, sibuk mencari kesalahan orang lain walaupun sekecil kuman, nampak saja. Itu tak betul, ini tak betul, semua tak betul. Tapi kesalahan diri sendiri yang sebesar gajah pun tak nampak atau saja buat-buat tak nampak. Ialah, kalau nampak sendiri salah, jatuh lah ego. Aku tak pernah salah! Kehidupan ni kadang-kadang takde erti bila kita kehilangan segala-galanya, walaupun masa depan kita masih boleh diubah, tapi kadang-kadang kita rasa hidup kita ni sudah sempurna sangat, lebih-lebih lagi bila kita dah dapat apa yang kita nak. Wala...

I'm living for the one I know, for the one I love… we have to stand for something, or we'll fall for everything. You and I know that we've gone through a lot, the ups and downs. You know, we're two hearts living in just one mind, there’s so much my life in you. There are our dreams and our fantasies. God doesn't put us through things for no reason, it’s a challenge we have to take and to prove that we are strong. He knows our capability. My thoughts and prayers are always with you. Have a pleasant business journey and come back into my arms… "Selamat Berpuasa"

“Suratan atau kebetulan… Sesuatu yang tak disangka, seringkali mendatangani kita, Itukah satu suratan dalam kehidupan atau sekadar satu kebetulan. Kita asyik membicarakan, persoalan hidup dan pilihan, serta kejujuran semakin berkurangan, masih tidak bertemu jawapan. Walau kita dihadapkan dengan berbagai pilihan, mengapa sering terjadi, pilihan tak menepati… Hingga amat menakutkan, menghadapi masa depan, seolah telah terhapus sebuah kehidupan yang kudus. Pertemuan sekali ini, bagi diriku amat bererti, tapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan, bimbang berulang kesilapan”. We are human being and we made mistake. But we are not supposed to do the same mistake twice, right? Whatever happened was meant to happen and I accept my destiny. I need to be strong and continue with my life. Is this what you want, slyn? Yes, a peaceful and blissful life. Full of love! I devoted myself to Allah and I believe that my future and happiness are the most important and this is what I should be searching by now. Sto...

Aku pernah jatuh cinta, tapi kerana cinta diriku merana. Aku pernah bahagia, tapi kata-kata manismu buat ku terpedaya. Kehadiranmu yang ku harapkan, agar hilang segala kegelapan. Kehadiranmu yang kuharapkan agar dapat memberi satu kehidupan yang baru. Kehadiranmu yang ku harapkan agar kekal selamanya. Haruskah cinta begitu kejam terhadapku? Aku sudah berhenti berharap, tapi kalau takdir masih menunjukkan jalan yang sama, aku tetap akan terima. Bertahta Di hati Dihempas ombak Terdampar buih Menanti waktu pulang ke laut Begitu rindu Di pisah takdir Meniti saat bersulam cinta Lihat...lihat.. Ke dalam mataku Sinarnya menyala Lihat...lihat Ke dalam mataku Cintamu bertahta (di hati) Sebelum ku kenal Dirimu siapa Aku tak kenali Apa itu cinta Setelah ku kenal Dirimu sebenar Kau cinta sejati Kusandarkan jiwa Digilis angin Tercarik awan Menanti detik sebelum hujan Begitu sendu Diguris resah Meniti hari bersulam tangis Takkan berganjak pendirian ku ini Selagi kita tak kembali bersatu Selamanya Ta...

In a blinking of an eye, the world has turned around again and another year has come and gone … kata orang pejam celik, pejam celik, sekejap dah lepas seminggu tahun 2005… I still don’t know what I want in life and how to start my year. People used to say, I want to be happy and happier, I want to do this and that but I’m scared to create my new dream(s). Just follow the river of life. Let the river flow… In my prayer, I always ask Allah to grant me all that necessity, for me, for my family and the loved ones. You know what I want..