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Kimi wins , Michael champion Champagne for Raikkonen , seven up for Schumacher Michael Schumacher clinches the 2004 title at Spa, but can't beat Kimi Raikkonen to the chequered flag after a highly eventful race. After so long... ( even my 'friend' told me that he almost forgot how Kimi look like - pathetic! ) - I don't care! I love you Kimi .. emm now I can say "I love you " to anybody.. The Finn survived a brush with Felipe Massa at La Source on the opening lap, and three safety car periods, the second of which neutralised a 13 second lead he had assiduously built over Schumacher. Each time, the McLaren driver kept the final lap behind the safety car to a crawling speed to ensure that Schumacher’s Bridgestone tyres lost as much temperature as possible, then sprinted away to build his lead again. It was nip and tuck the first time, as Schumacher was closing in by the 38th lap, but then an incident involving team mate David Coulthard, who crashed his McLaren ...

Lagu dari Dato Shake... (tapi lirik di email oleh cik Tiara Ayzan Natasha ) Dari kegagalan Satu percintaan Kualami Penderitaan Kesengsaraan Kebatinan Tapi di sebalik Semua kepahitan Tersembunyi Oh keinsafan Dan pengertian Yang amat dalam Terbukti kegagalan Bukanlah kehancuran Dengan anugerah Nikmat dan hikmat Kehidupan Aku pelajari Mengenali diri Dan siapa kita Yang sebenarnya Di bumi Tuhan Ho ho

Mengapa Harus Cinta? Mendungnya pagi ini Bagai memahami erti Lambaian lembut mu Memisahkan kita Hati pernah bersatu Kasih pun terbina Namun cita membawamu Oh jauh dari ku Korus Mengapa harus cinta Perlu ada yang berpisah oh oh Tak ku, mungkin mengerti Mengapa harus kasih Pastikan jua berakhir, oh sayang Tak sanggup ku menanggung pilu ini Masih di fikiran Pertama mata bertemu Di hati terasa Oh debaran cinta Keayuan wajahmu Merdunya suara Kini tinggal oh kenangan Hingga ke akhirnya Ikhlas ku berdoa Pada yang Esa Kan ku kenal Apa erti selamanya Pernah Pengalaman mengajarku Jangan mudah meluahkan isi hatiku Tapi bila ia melamarku Senyuman manis mu hati ku luas terbuka Yang ku idamkan musnah Yang ku genggam terpisah Korus : Aku pernah terjatuh cinta Kerana cinta diriku merana Aku pernah bahagia Kata manisnya buat ku terperdaya Biarkan ku temankan pilu Haruskah cinta oh kejam padaku Kini mula ku terasakan Denguppan hati ku mula rasa oh gelisah Kehadiran mu ku mengharapkan Dapat menghilanglan...

All I could hear was the beating of my heart and the harshness of my breath. All I could think was all the memories since 1993. All I could see was me and me alone. Do I need to change my lifestyle? Why changing is so damn difficult? I can accept this as my fate. But at the same time, thinking of you and the dreams we created, the time we spend together, the places we visited and me without you, it pissed me off. I know I need to forgive in order to gain happiness, like what Datuk Dr Fadzillah Kamsah did mention in one of his motivation talk. It is not that easy. Insya Allah, one day hopefully we could be best friend. Once upon a time.... THOUGHTS & MEMORIES The love of one person touched so many. The love of one person has left so many of us with wonderful memories. I'm so glad I was loved by that one person!!

Most of us can tell if a relationship is going sour, but often we want to ignore it thinking, praying that things will be fine. I'm trying all my best to be tolerant. But it’s all over between him and me. I'm alone, single and available. That was very awkward. How nice! Alhamdulillah, it's from Allah! Thought of keep it to myself but what the heck, one fine day, people will notice. It was due to some unforeseen circumstances that he had to choose other things over me and does not blame him for the failure of the relationship. It is fated. Even though I can really feel like the end of the world, it does hurt, really hurt. But I have to pretend it doesn't. Coz life is not fair! But it doesn’t matter. Sometimes. I wanted to ask him, what's going on inside of that head and heart of yours? Was the thought of being the man in my life just a hopeless dream you carried? Where are all the promises? Is it a lie? In-deed. "We had no chance Never made plans So many things...

As published in The NST, July 29: I AM a foreigner visiting Kuala Lumpur with my family. Travelling and visiting places means nothing if shopping is not part of the whole package. Upon my arrival in this beautiful city, I was overjoyed to learn that a mega sale in all major shopping centres was about to begin. I thus spent pre-mega sale days windowshopping and inquiring about the prices of items I intended to buy. When the sale started, I was in for a shock. For example, at a well-known department store, a pair of girl's trousers which was being sold at RM63 during the pre-sale days jumped to RM83, honest to God. When it was priced at RM63, I had wanted to buy it but then the sales lady had advised me to wait for the mega sale. When I contacted a sales lady there and narrated my experience to her, she just smiled and walked away. I also noticed that a boy's shirt which was on sale had two price tags on it. The yellow one showed the pre-sale price while the other...

Well, Jakarta was not in my next planning trip but yet I’ve made a very short think and I do need to rejuvenate. So, here I am. Took MAS Airbus 330. I saw Misha Omar, on the same flight. Why she’s coming to Jakarta? Trying to penetrate the Indonesian market or holiday .. naah… not my problem!.. Okay! Arrived at Soekarno Hatta International Airport, Jakarta at about 14:35 WIB. Traffic Jam’s everywhere in Jakarta! Staying in Ciputra Hotel so that I can just walk down to Ciputra Mall at anytime for shopping. I got a slight headache. Please don’t spoil my holiday . After shower, go down to Ciputra Mall and had my very 1st dinner at Jakarta, Hoka-Hoka Bento.. after so long!! The shopping center closed at about 21:00 WIB. My 2nd day – I’m home alone! Took my shower, breakfast, watch TV, reading Lyn Andrews’s When Daylight Comes and RELAX… that was good!! Nobody disturb you!! In the evening, out for some shopping at Batik Kris and after that went for Sauna and swimming… Had dinner at Pondok ...

Yeah, The sun is shining every day Clouds never get in the way for you and me I've known you just a week or two But baby I'm so into you, can hardly breathe And I'm in so totally wrapped up Emotionally attracted so physically acting So recklessly I need you So desperately sure as the sky is blue Baby, I love you, I love you I never knew that I could feel like this Can hardly wait till our next kiss You're so cool If I'm dreaming please don't wake me up Cause baby I can't get enough of what you do And I'm in so electrically charged up Kinetically acting, erratically need you Fanatically you get to me Magically sure as the sky is blue Baby, I love you I can't believe that this is real The way I feel Baby I've gone head over heels And I'm in so totally wrapped up Emotionally attracted so physically acting So recklessly I need you So desperately sure as the sky is blue, Yeah And I'm in so electrically charged up Kinetically acting, erraticall...

What a terrible headache I got today... after some melodrama last night at KL Sentral.. What a day!! I'm finding it very difficult to handle her.. my sis. So irresponsible and unreliable. Today's teens are under tremendous pressure to excel academically as well as socially. When this pressure becomes overwhelming, teens often try to cope through self-defeating behaviors. As they search to find their own identity amidst a crowd of negative influences, frequently their attitude and behavior will spiral out of control. Many times depression will set in and manifest itself in anger and violence or despair and withdrawal. In spite of your love and attention, their judgment has become temporarily clouded, rendering them incapable of comprehending the direction of their life choices. Consequently, they fail or fall behind in school jeopardizing their future.

Meat loaf - I`d do anything for love (but i won`t do that) i would do anything for love, i`d run right into hell and back i would do anything for love, i`ll never lie to you and that`s a fact but i`ll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way and i would do anything for love, but i won`t do that, i won`t do that anything for love, oh i would do anything for love i would do anything for love, but i won`t do that, oh i won`t do that some days it don`t come easy, and some days it don`t come hard some days it don`t come at all, and these are the days that never end some nights you`re breathing fire, and some nights you`re carved in ice some nights you`re like nothing i`ve ever seen before or will again maybe i`m crazy, but it`s crazy and it`s true i know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you as long as the planets are turning, as long as the stars are burning as long as your dreams are coming true, you`d better believe it that i would do anything for love, and i...

I'm taking a time off.. baby please don't let me suffer too long.. Sometimes, good things end. That's just the way life is. Sometimes, bad things continue due to neglect or fear. This ISN'T the way life should be! When should a relationship break up? Simple: when it no longer provides benefit to one or both partners. In other words, if you aren't getting what you want or need from being with someone, or if you recognize that your partner isn't getting what they want or need it's time to move on. Some people say, "Isn't that a little selfish - what about the person you're dumping?" To this, "How can it be good for someone to stay with a person that doesn't want to be with him or her?" After all, how low does your self-esteem (let alone your self-respect) have to be to want to do this? It is by far much healthier to go about finding the relationship that works for you - that gives you what you need, than to apathetically cling t...

Greece Czech Republic EURO 2004™ top scorer Milan Baroš

STOP…Take A Few Deep Breaths, Relax … If I'm not in the mood today... So sorry!! PREMENSTRUAL SYNDROME (PMS) Also known as Premenstrual Tension Facts About PMS.... FACT: Studies have shown that on any given month anywhere from 40 - 60% of all women between the ages of 18 - 50 suffer from either PMS or PMS related symptoms. FACT: PMS can affect up to 50% of the menstruating female population FACT: Sugar Can Worsen Your Symptoms FACT: Several small meals can help regulate your blood sugar aiding in keeping your mood swings to a minimum. FACT: Salty foods can lead to water retention increasing the feeling of bloating. FACT: Sugar can lead to fluid retention FACT: Sugar may lead to emotional symptoms including anxiety, irritability, insomnia and depression. FACT: Studies have shown that women eating a lower fat diet as compared to a high fat diet recorded less symptoms including less breast tenderness, bloating and localized swelling.

As hard as you are working to care for someone else, it is really important to remember that you have needs too. It can be physically and emotionally. It is all too easy to put your own needs at the bottom of the priority list. Allow time for you You cannot do everything, nor should you expect it of yourself—recognize what you can and can't do and set priorities. Allow yourself some leisure time to rest, relax, and be yourself . Stay healthy It is just as important that you look after your own health. Try and avoid letting yourself get run down. Moderate exercise, even just taking a walk, helps your body relax. Put exercising, or at least going out once a week, down on your checklist of things to do. Take a break If you think you need a holiday, you probably do. Take it and realize that you deserve a break.

You don't know how strong she really is until she's in hot water...

Attended motivation talk on 28 June 2004 with Mr Raphael Yap What is Motivation ? A desire... A drive What motivate you? Money? Recognition? Job / Self Satisfaction? Responsibility? Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs

Think about yourself. When do you work best? Is it when you feel good about yourself? Or when you don't? I get more done, when I'm feeling good about myself. So, helping people to feel good about themselves is a key to getting more done.

I started traveling in year 1984.. 1984 - school trip to Johor Bharu (small girl) 1985 - school trip to Penang 1986-1990 - no traveling during this period 1994 - my 1st trip to Langkawi ( was a very long journey, by bus ) May 1995 - to Danau Toba Medan, Indonesia ( 1st time travel oversea ) Dec 1995 - to Phuket, Thailand Apr 1996 - to Medan, Indonesia (again?) Mac 1997 - to Jakarta, Indonesia Sept 1997 - my Europe tour.. > Frankfurt, Germany > Innsbruck, Austria > Luzern, Engelberg, Mount Titlis, Switzerland > Brussel, Belgium > Luxembourg > Amsterdam, Netherlands > Vaduz, Liechtenstein > Paris, France ( Romantic... ) > London ( I was very sick in London, but lucky me, I have my other half beside me. ) May 1998 - to Medan, Indonesia ( Rioting broke out all over North Sumatra in early May and I was there, walking faster to the hotel, packed up and run off to the airport. It was scary. I heard from the TV news, truck loads of riot police and soldiers armed with...

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off, it is the realisation I can't control another. To "let go" is to allow learning from natural consequences. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another, it is to make the most of myself. To "let go" is not to care for, but to care about. To "let go" is not to fix but to be supportive. To "let go" is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept. To "let go" is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it. To "let go" is not to regret th...