Time is running so fast. It’s passing me like lightning. So damn fast sometimes I didn’t realize that it has passed me. My life is so boring. I go to work, come home, or sometime go to gym, and then watch TV alone. This is my weekday schedule. I should be going out and have fun, chitchatting with girlfriends, have a cup of coffee, spice up my life a bit, join NGO (maybe), do social work, but most of the time, none of those things are happening for me or maybe this is what I want, being lonely and alone. Weekend will be so much boring if I stay at home. Watch TV from morning till evening or sometimes until midnight. I feel like it’s making me crazy. This is the time I envy people who has family and kids, able to be with their love ones endlessly. I can’t be a perfect woman but hopefully able to be a mother. "I’m not complaining you being very busy with your work, entertained clients, playing pool with your friends, your weekend football event or anything about you. I know you work