Last Friday, 15 April 2005, my mom was admitted to UMMC because of chest pain and her heartbeat move faster then normal. I don’t really know what’s wrong with her, even Doctor do not know what trigger the pain and the abnormal heartbeat. I think she needs to relax. Is it because she worried too much of her daughters? Am I troubling you a lot with my personal problems? As far as I know, I’ll try my best to make you happy. I’ll try to fulfill all your stuff needed. I will always be your daughter and the one who will support you. I was in the hospital until night; arrange the admission and accompanying her. I ask her to stay couple of days in the hospital, but she doesn’t want. The next day, doctor allows her to go back and rest at home. I drove to PJ and arrange her to be discharged and take her home. She told me, she can’t sleep in the hospital with cable all over her body. Okay mom, we go back home.
On Saturday night, I went to Uncle’s Chilies, PJ Hilton to chill-out… and had some misunderstanding. So what happen to the chill-out? It’s become chilly! Why some people who supposed to know you very well, in and out but actually don’t know you! People said, “Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, tapi kalau terlajak kata?” When you said something out of anger, which mean the thought of saying “that word” is already in your mind. How could you accept, when someone saying something that’s shows you have no ethical (immoral)? We have our own pride, right!
Last night dengar music kat club, on Sunday afternoon, dengar ceramah agama kat Surau (near my house). It's about Umrah. It is every Sunday afternoon and for 4 weeks. I've been traveling to many places in the world so I need to put the effort to go to Mecca and perform my Umrah. It’s already “Wajib” for me. Alhamdulillah, saya telah dijemput dan terpanggil untuk ke sana. InshaAllah, I’ll be leaving to Jeddah on 27th of May for 12 days.
view from Impiana Resort Samui - 2004
Comments